I’ve been a self-taught full-stack web developer for a while now, proficient in React JS, Node JS, and Flutter. I’ve even dabbled in Laravel and built mobile and web apps on my own. But despite my skills, I’ve faced rejection and exploitation in the startups I’ve worked with. My LinkedIn profile was recently banned, and I’m starting to doubt my future.
I’ve tried to learn from my mistakes and have started a group to learn Machine Learning. But the thought of becoming a decent Machine Learning engineer in 18 months, and being 27 by then, is daunting. I come from a part of India where innovation and revolutionary ideas aren’t encouraged, and it’s hard not to feel like I’m destined to fail.
## The Fear of Failure
It’s not just the fear of failure that’s holding me back, it’s the fear of not being good enough. I want to create something revolutionary, but I’m not sure if I have what it takes. I’ve seen non-tech people exploit and take advantage of naive tech guys, and I don’t want to be one of them.
## The Importance of Perseverance
But I know I can’t give up. I need to keep learning, keep pushing, and keep believing in myself. I need to surround myself with people who encourage and support me, and I need to focus on my strengths.
## The Power of Community
That’s why I’m grateful for communities like this, where I can share my struggles and learn from others. I know I’m not alone in my fears and doubts, and I hope that by sharing my story, I can inspire others to keep going, even when the road gets tough.
So, am I destined to fail? I don’t think so. I’m going to keep learning, keep pushing, and keep believing in myself. And I hope you will too.